Fantasies and Sonnets

Rushing through my veins, I feel your laughter.
It twists and turns, wrapping around my bones.
I will keep this logged from here on after;
a memory from inside will have grown.

Attached to bones just as muscles are,
I can’t help thoughts that penetrate my skull.
Afraid that once we’re lost and gone afar,
I’ll know I could’ve loved you most of all.

Fear of the unknowing unhinges me
for I merely fantasize as I sleep.
What would it take for dreams as they may be
to join muscle-bound memories that I keep?

Never have I meant feelings to wander
into the impossible I ponder.